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Its not about telling her, its about waiting

In all my life, I have never tried to gain the attention of a girl, I never did anything to impress a girl. For me, liking a girl is tough to do if she's not in the same page as me. Sometimes it will not be the case, they'll be some times when being in the same page is not all important. Remember the movie “Never been kissed”?, well to me its “Never been a first date” and as a christian, dating is hard. I dont have a car, money is scarce for me (sometimes I have, sometimes I dont, depends on the hours) and I'm super shy when it comes to girls, cause I can't express my feelings. Do you know why I can't express my feelings? Its not all about my shyness, but telling point blank to girl that I like her? Just like that? It gives me the chills. Well, what do I got to lose telling a girl that I like her, when in fact I got everything to win if she respond positively; but its not necessarily important to express your feelings to her early. Wait a while, gain h...

2012: Memorable Year

Half a year has passed now, And my heart still wonders what happen. It wonders and questions the path that it took: the path full of vanity and sorrow. Where the light is no more and where darkness reigns. Oh dear soul, blame no one for your misfortune. Look and examine your steps, that took you to your spiritual demise. Look for strength where light is power, where hope is the key to every door, where happiness is the element of life, where joy is the strength and where life is just beautiful. Oh dear soul, Don't fret on the what ifs of life, Don't fret on the past, Don't be hard on yourself, Let God do his job: by keeping you safe and secure. Oh beautiful soul, no one or nothing should influence you, only the One who created you has that power. Don't worry about this world, which is full of vanity and of itself. Worry about your inner you, about your inner child: Where in your child...

B.A.C.K.S.L.I.D.E.R

The backslider and its acronyms : B is for bitterness . A is for absence. C is for carelessness. K is for ______________. S is for selfish . L is for lazyness. I is for impolitle. D is for disapproval. E is for egocentric R is for rebellious. BITTERNESS. A backslider looses the joy of his salvation but his soul is saved from damnation. He can't see how wonderful it is to live under God's watchful eyes. His eyes are covered with sin and he can't see straight, spiritual talking. He feels that people are nagging, that they can't leave him alone. He feels that the whole world is up in arms against him, but its the other way around; is the devil who's doing all the damages to his soul. His bitterness if not controlled, if not killed will take over his intellectual mind and his soul. He'll be bitter everyday till he's death. ABSENCE. The Holy Spirit is absent, because somehow he can't hear his inner voi...

Reset

Recently I've been  thinking about my calling, I'm thinking about the reasons why I left it. Life teaches you to stop thinking and start living. I haven't been right with God this past days and weeks, I haven't read His Word, for in His Word there are answers to my questions. One questions that stills plagues my mind is this: Should I really go back to the instituto and finish my pastoral studies? Do I really need to do something with my life? Duh yeah. God knows my weakness and my strengths. He knows my limits. But that doesn't stop him and it shouldn't stop me from restarting 2012.

When sin happens

When we sin, we disrespect the holiness of God and His Sovereignty. When we sin, our minds will become dull, our sensibility will be blocked by our arrogance and our pride. Arrogance is a very bad influence upon christian thoughts. (My soul has been in anguish ever since i stopped reading the Bible, my soul hasn't been able to reconnect with God; i would like to reconnect with my Lord, it will happen when i go back to church and start being faithful with my God and my brethren when it comes to church service. ) I would give anything to go back in time to my first love, which is winning souls and being faithful no matter what happens. Now a days, i don't worry if i go to church or not. My mind has become tolerant to the things that surround my life, now i accept everyone the way they are and not judge them by saying they're going to hell because of who they are, even thou its true. I have lost my will to seeing things the way God sees it and i so want it back. As a chr...

La Fidelidad de Dios

La Fidelidad de Dios El hombre cristiano, por su capacidad, no puedo hacer lo que quiere para agradar a Dios, hay obstaculos en la vida que no permite que el crisitiano avance. Es verdad que mi Jesus vencio la muerte y que tuvo la victoria sobre el pecado. El momento de que uno recibe a Cristo, empieza la guerra entre dos naturalezas: la naturalez carnal y la del espiritu. El hombre cristiano tiene mucho obstaculos, tiene mucho trabajo para avanzar sin deternerse. Satanas hara todo en su limitado poder para desviar el varon de Dios. Hay tres cosas que tenemos que tener grabados en nuestra mente y corazon; 1. Las misericordias de Dios, 2. la fidelidad de Dios, y 3. la serindad que Dios da. Sino fuera por la fidelidad de Dios, estuviaramos derrotados, no tuvieremos la fuerza para levantarnos de un golpe, seriamos como la sal que pierde su sabor. Gracias a Dios, que por su misericordia no nos hemos perdido en la vanidad de este mundo. Dios quiere que sepas, de que tienes...
Its been awhile since i have read my Bible. Ever since i stopped reading Bible i haven't been the same person that God saved. I have been faithful to my Lord, to my brethen and to my pastor. The Bible is the sole strength for our soul, it is where the soul refreshes daily, which i haven't; that's why i have been indifferent to every one and every thing. Hopefully my soul will regain its strength, its power to say no to the perverse ways of this world. I do miss my friends at church, i do miss my brothers from early morning prayer, i do miss being happy, being content with what i have and what i have learned so far. Once a christian always a christian, no matter what. My life has been accommodated to that of my Lord ever since i knew of Him when i was a kid. I am but a simple minded person, which can be easily be pursuaded if haven't had my daily dose of reading my Bible. Lord, forgive me for what i have done, forgive me for my unfaithfulness. Perdone mi necedad, m...