Armando's Christian Blog

When I don't read my Bible, I misaligned myself from God, I start loosing interest into what He loves; but there is the Holy Spirit that nudges me, that pushes me to not stop going to church. I need to start aligning myself with God so that I can my first love back, soul-winning and helping out at church like I used to. I may never be the same as  I was before, but being slightly like I was before is worth the victory.  One needs to be careful into believing too much of what one can do and what one cannot do. One needs just to obey and the rest will play out like how God wants to.  I need to figure something out fast before I  take a turn for the worst.    

How can one know when you have tried God's patience again and again and again? He has given me so many chances and every time I fail to take it. Sin and temptation are always close behind me, waiting on me to make una burrada in which I will drop bottom and never get back up. I have had hiccups but every time I get up again and I try and try to regain my foot hold but those hiccups always happens. They happen because my focus is not on God or in my church, my focus is to get enough rest and sleep so I can work well for Vons. I need to focus my strength where it matters, in God's vineyard. God hasn't discipline me yet because of my hiccups brought by temptation and sin and of not having dominio propio; of having my flesh and its desires in check.   If I don't get those hiccups in control and my flesh in check, sooner or later I will find myself in rock bottom and  my friends and family will giver their back to me; that will be when God's patience has run out