2012: Memorable Year

Half a year has passed now,

And my heart still wonders what happen.

It wonders and questions the path that it took:

the path full of vanity and sorrow.

Where the light is no more

and where darkness reigns.

Oh dear soul,

blame no one for your misfortune.

Look and examine your steps,

that took you to your spiritual demise.

Look for strength where light is power,

where hope is the key to every door,

where happiness is the element of life,

where joy is the strength and where life is just beautiful.

Oh dear soul,

Don't fret on the what ifs of life,

Don't fret on the past,

Don't be hard on yourself,

Let God do his job: by keeping you safe and secure.

Oh beautiful soul,

no one or nothing should influence you,

only the One who created you has that power.

Don't worry about this world, which is full of vanity and of itself.

Worry about your inner you, about your inner child:

Where in your childhood, innocence is all you had.

Keep on fighting with yourself, to be better;

because HE deserves it, and because we need each other.

Dear soul,

Get rid of all the vanity in your heart, don't let your surroundings be the one that changes you.

Change from within, where the Holy Spirit is.

For once in your life; accept help, accept that you alone cannot make it, that you alone cannot face the harsh world.

Dear soul,

remember from where you were saved from.

Remember that sacrifice that Your Creator endured for you to have peace, for you to be free from your sins, from your guilt and anguish.

Remember that falling is not an issue to God if only you ask of His forgiveness,

and He'll pick you as if not had happen: that is what his forgiveness does

As far is the east from the west,

Our sin are forgiven and placed at the bottom of the ocean, where no one can find them.