Armando's Christian Blog

Parties or gathering can really depress me. I don't see the sense in being at place for a very long time just chatting it up, because I am not the typical chatting mouth. I am terrible at parties; when I'm in a room with people, it feels like the walls are caving on me and I "suffocate", before I show a sign of depression or "angry" I just bolt; I don't say bye. Yesterday I tagged along with a brother of mine from church because he was invited to a "party", once I get to place that people have already showed, I hesitate to enter (even with people that I know) I ate and I'm done, nothing more to do, just wait until its over but with convivios like this one, they get long... I just don't get it why they last so long. We got there like 7ish, I didn't last long, but they did, maybe they came home around 10ish... so much time.... I guess I need to change, but why can't I be myself? Why can't  I keep to myself? When I

How many times can one fail God before spiraling out of control? How many times can fail before God calls it quit and doesn't respond to one's prayer? God demands that we forgive others 7X70 just like He has forgiven us.  God's forgiveness is limitless and surpasses our understanding of what it means to forgive. God is the only one that should call the shots and the only that can trow in the towel. He knows our limits, He wants to push us past those limits because when we are weak, we are strong  through Him. I'm trying my best to not fail God in every way.  I just learned now that I can go in early on Saturday nights for Sunday morning so I can be on time for church.  My church is passing through some patches but with God we  will pass with flying colors.