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Its been awhile since i have read my Bible. Ever since i stopped reading Bible i haven't been the same person that God saved. I have been faithful to my Lord, to my brethen and to my pastor.

The Bible is the sole strength for our soul, it is where the soul refreshes daily, which i haven't; that's why i have been indifferent to every one and every thing. Hopefully my soul will regain its strength, its power to say no to the perverse ways of this world. I do miss my friends at church, i do miss my brothers from early morning prayer, i do miss being happy, being content with what i have and what i have learned so far.

Once a christian always a christian, no matter what. My life has been accommodated to that of my Lord ever since i knew of Him when i was a kid. I am but a simple minded person, which can be easily be pursuaded if haven't had my daily dose of reading my Bible.

Lord, forgive me for what i have done, forgive me for my unfaithfulness. Perdone mi necedad, mi arrogancia y mi estupidez. Se que he estado mal ante ti desde que este ano empezo.Forgive for being an arrogant jerk to you and to my family. Help me to be the old me, going to church in my days off to help out, reading your Word everyday, help to start of habit to pray before every meal, to pray when i do out and when i do in. To talk to you every morning hasta su Venida. I am off today and i'll go visit bro dimas, For some reason i got less hours this week and i will find out why. AMEN

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