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Negligence

How am I that God calls his own? Who am I that God came to this world in human form to suffer and ultimately  died for me? I haven't gone to church since this health crisis started back in March. I haven't opened my Bible since March. I can only go as far as God permits. He has control of everything that I do. If it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be married now, there wouldn't a baby on the way.      For me to fall away as east is from the west, it only takes one choice. Everyday we make decisions and those decisions are what shapes us, for the better or for the worse; but in all of that, God is in control.     My life is hanging by a very thin thread and if I'm not careful, my life as I know it will be very chaotic. Right now, my life is going smooth, but bumpy  in a spiritual sense. Sometimes I ask myself when I will turn back to God. I've been very negligent when it comes to reading my Bible and attending church (I do say my prayers now and then). I re

Long time no see....

Good morning to whomever is still following me in this little corner of mine in the web. So many things have happen since last time I was on here. In a very suspicious way, the virus that originated in China or somewhere else, has taken over the world like it was nothing. No one was prepared, not even the big companies with thousand and millions of employees (is there such a company with millions of employees?) Anyways... I owe it to God because my life is what it is, if it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't  be married now and if it wasn't for him (why give thanks to devil?) I wouldn't have my job even though someone else gave it to me so I can distance myself from the One the lives and gives life.  God was been so awesome with me, I don't deserve it. I don't deserve anything that I have now. I live because of Him and not because of my choices. I know that He has everything in control, which is why I don't always pray when I'm about to drive because