A lady after God's own heart deserves better; if one is not financially stable, if one is not active at church and always inconstant, what does one has to offer to a girl that is after God's own heart? There are moments in ones life when being timid can get in the way in capturing a girl's heart; but if one is unstable and inconstant, why should the girl notice him? A lady that is committed to her Lord deserves to be loved, respected and honored; not ignored. There are moments where there is a hint of progress in ones life but is that enough for a girl that loves God so dearly? A lady has every right to get tired if its been too long for one to come along to sweep her off her feet. Sometimes life can be cruel but that shouldn't stop one from growing and from experimenting new things. Why would you wait for the right moment to get to know her, to get to know who she is and what she lives for. Moments are meant to be created and cherished; there's no such thing as chance or luck.
How am I that God calls his own? Who am I that God came to this world in human form to suffer and ultimately died for me? I haven't gone to church since this health crisis started back in March. I haven't opened my Bible since March. I can only go as far as God permits. He has control of everything that I do. If it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be married now, there wouldn't a baby on the way. For me to fall away as east is from the west, it only takes one choice. Everyday we make decisions and those decisions are what shapes us, for the better or for the worse; but in all of that, God is in control. My life is hanging by a very thin thread and if I'm not careful, my life as I know it will be very chaotic. Right now, my life is going smooth, but bumpy in a spiritual sense. Sometimes I ask myself when I will turn back to God. I've been very negligent when it comes to reading my Bible and attending church (I do say my prayers now and then). ...
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