Love can wait for me. Im still young and full of dreams. I should be worried who should be my wife. I should worry to please my Lord and Savior. I should give my feelings about her to Him and he'll take care of it. He knows my intentions and feelings towards her.
How am I that God calls his own? Who am I that God came to this world in human form to suffer and ultimately died for me? I haven't gone to church since this health crisis started back in March. I haven't opened my Bible since March. I can only go as far as God permits. He has control of everything that I do. If it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be married now, there wouldn't a baby on the way. For me to fall away as east is from the west, it only takes one choice. Everyday we make decisions and those decisions are what shapes us, for the better or for the worse; but in all of that, God is in control. My life is hanging by a very thin thread and if I'm not careful, my life as I know it will be very chaotic. Right now, my life is going smooth, but bumpy in a spiritual sense. Sometimes I ask myself when I will turn back to God. I've been very negligent when it comes to reading my Bible and attending church (I do say my prayers now and then). ...
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